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today was yummy :]
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LETS GO
With bloodshot eyes, I watch you sleeping
the warmth I feel beside ME is slowly fading
would she hear me, if I called her name
would she hold me, if she knew my shame
There's always something different going wrong
the path I walk is in the wrong direction
theres always someone fucking hanging on
can anybody help me make things better
TEARS!!
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
her conscience calls the guilty to come home
The moments died, I hear no screaming
the visions left inside me are slowly fading
would she hear me, if I called her name
would she hold me, if she knew my shame
There's always something different going wrong
the path I walk is in the wrong direction
theres always someone fucking hanging on
can anybody help me make things better
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
her conscience calls the guilty to come home
This battered room I've seen before
the broken bones they heal no more, no more
with my last breath I'm choking
will this ever end, I'm hoping
my world is over one more time
Let's go
Would she hear me, if I called her name
Would she hold me if she knew my shame
There's always something different going wrong
the path I walk is in the wrong direction
theres always someone fucking hanging on
can anybody help me make things better
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
her conscience calls the guilty to come home
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[09 Jan 2007|05:37pm] |
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weird, my challenger days entry seems to be missing/deleted. o well. :] i changed password just incase. ;] anyways woooowww today is one of those days i`ll never forget. I had a life-changing revalation, or at least mind-changing. hah one step closer to finding myself. :]
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[08 Jan 2007|05:38pm] |
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today was good :] but tomorrows gonna b bad. geometry test >.< hehe
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[04 Jan 2007|09:08pm] |
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lonliness? fatal. love? no. lust? yes. &I do all this for nothing. blood. tears of pain. fingers dull. no empathy. false illusions. imperfection. hyperdrive brain. fake or real? can`t tell. beauty dies. love ressurects. eyes are trapped on dripping blood. needle. skin. unworldly. unholy. 10" heels stuck in mud. bloodstained neck. declaration. cat eyes. knife through soul. gray. hancuffs. death to triangles. listen. hear. nothing. evil. disturbed. death to happiness. lip ring. swollen. 18. curtains closed.
understand it? soulmate.
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ok ok guess what? today is my bestest friend's birthday!
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!
We have been friends since 2nd grade (actually first grade but we became best friends in 2nd). She is an amazing artist, you have to see it to believe it. I really think she should become an anime/manga artist. She totally rocks! :P Besides being extremely talented, she is also one of the kindest people you will ever meet. She and I have been through a lot, but we still stick together in the end. She has helped me through hard times. We also love being funny. haha, i remember the phone calls we used to make like everyday in 7th grade.and it wasn`t just me calling her, she called me too. And that makes me happy! =) I love her soo much, and I hope we keep in touch for the rest of our lives. (yes, even when we are grannies!)
haha I love you!
haha i look kinda mad in this one, but its the only one I have of me & her.
haha so pretty! :P
yay! once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!!
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| NEW YEAR FRESH START |
[31 Dec 2006|07:44pm] |
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Happy new year`s eve!
yea wow 2006 went by faaast. but its a year i`ll never forget, a lot of new experiences, and new friends. it was amazing!
but a new year is a fresh start, and i love fresh starts. and it`s also time to make resolutions that we never actually stick to. but i`ll make em anyway. here they are:
1. maintain my A`s (of course) =P
2. make a lot of new friends & also find that one best friend who will stick with me his/her entire life and is always there for me.
3. find the perfect guy who is kind, intelligent, philisophical, and of course sexy.
4. eat healthy and try not to get too fat. haha! =]
5. maintain a good relationship wid parentals & lil sis
6. fill my shoe fetish (=
& theres probably more but i cant think of any right now.
so happy 2007!
P.S. i hate perverts.
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| Holidays! |
[25 Dec 2006|07:57pm] |
MERRY XMAS! =]
Funny Warning Labels for your enjoyment:
"Do not use while sleeping or unconscious." -- On a hand-held massaging device.
"Recycled flush water unsafe for drinking." -- On a toilet at a public sports facility in Ann Arbor, Michigan.
"Do not eat toner." -- On a toner cartridge for a laser printer.
"Not suitable for children aged 36 months or less." -- On a birthday card for a 1 year old.
"Do not look into laser with remaining eye." -- On a laser pointer.
"Keep out of reach of children and teenagers." -- On a can of air freshener.
"Do not use intimately." -- On a tube of deodorant.
"Beware! To touch these wires is instant death. Anyone found doing so will be prosecuted." -- On a sign at a railroad station.
"Do not light in face. Do not expose to flame." -- On a lighter.
"Do not dangle the mouse by its cable or throw the mouse at co-workers." -- From a manual for an SGI computer.
"Do not eat if seal is missing." -- On said seal.
"Warning! This is not underwear! Do not attempt to put in pants." -- On the packaging for a wristwatch.
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[11 Dec 2006|06:03pm] |
lol i have no good reason to be updating this journal cuz no1 reads it. lol. what has it been, a year since i`ve updated?? lol
well anyways, i`ve been needing some journal time, so i`ll just use this. I`m gonna keep it real (but not too real in case some1i know reads it lol) yea i don`t have much to say right now so im out!
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[25 Dec 2005|01:38pm] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!
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[24 Dec 2005|01:29pm] |
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Does your name begin with: M - YOU ARE EMOTIONAL
AND INTENSE. When involved in a relationship, you
throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you;
there are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and
rave someone who is equally passionate and intense.
YOU BELIEVE IN TOTAL FREEDOM. YOU
ARE WILLING TO TRY ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING.
Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You also enjoy mothering your mate.
You often have the greatest love affairs all by
yourself, in your head. YOU ARE VERY IMAGINATIVE.
omg its freaky how some of these things are soo true.
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[21 Dec 2005|07:53pm] |
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i am so happy to have friends like i do! I love you guys!!
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[17 Dec 2005|05:44pm] |
So I'm finally using my LJ. Anyways, there's nothing new in my life...but each passing day is like a fragment in time passing away so I need to cherish those memories with my friends.
Happy Holidays!
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